Oct 31, 2007

Vortex (Knot) / winnie the pooh!!**




A vortex (pl. vortices) is a spinning, often turbulent, flow (or any spiral motion) with closed streamlines. The shape of media or mass swirling rapidly around a center forms a vortex. It flows in a circular motion.

I don't really understand exactly what a vortex is, or how it works, but I feel that it is an apt analogy for the past few months of my life. I think I am finally to the point where I can sit back and reflect a little on events, instead of swirling around in a turbulent and spinning circular motion. Reflection is usually an important part of my existence-- I enjoy journaling and day-dreaming, blogging and "processing" life with others in long conversations. (Even though I dislike to equate people with machines, the word "processing" is a helpful descriptor. I'm suddenly remembering a moment during a class debate last year in China when Stella yelled out, "WE ARE NOT MACHINES" and thrust her clenched fist into the air... simply amazing.) It is noteable that since I have arrived back from China I have spent VERY little time writing or blogging. With the advent of this renewed urge to write (spurred on by Alli's recent prolific blogging and a desire to keep in touch with people, (Shout out Grandma!) ) I think this is a good sign that I am arriving at a bit more stability of life! Yay!

My life has not been unstable in a negative way... on the contrary there have been such incredible blessings of the past few months that I can't begin to take it in. June-October has definately been characterized by TRANSITION. Transition to good things, but transition nonetheless.

Breathe.

One of the truly wonderful blessings has been getting engaged to Erik. He is truly amazing and I am so glad and richly blessed to spend the rest of my life with him!

(WOW!!!!)

I am currently wrapping my brain around the fact that we will be married in less than 2 months! An example of how mushy I am right now is characterized by my experience in a flower shop last week. I was glancing around at the decorations they had on the wall and I read these words on a sign...

“If you live to be 100, I hope I live to be 100 minus 1 day, so I never have to live without you.” (Winnie the Pooh)

And I started crying. And its true. I hope I never have to live without you Erik. I love you!

Aug 30, 2007

Summer 2007




This summmer I had the incredible opportunity to go to Europe with Erik and his parents. We saw so many amazing art museums, churches, cities and people. One thing that really stood out to me was the richness of the cultural heritage of faith. I saw the story, again and again in such beautiful ways.

Jul 6, 2007

Green Grass and Coming Home



I have arrived back to the USA!

My journey looked something like this:

-a farewell from about 20 of my students
-a van ride to the trainstation
-an all night train from Nanchang to Beijing
-a debriefing session in Beijing
-a 14 hour plane ride from Beijing-Shanghai-LAX (at this point I got to hang out with my cousin in LA! She is awesome!)
-a 2 hour flight from LAX to Spokane

It has been so wonderful to see my family again and to feel at home.

Before I left I was warned about a phenomena called "reverse culture shock".
So far I am experiencing the "honeymoon stage" of "reverse culture shock".
While it hasn't been difficult to be home I have noticed some interesting differences between China and America. I keep seeing everything through the eyes of my Chinese friends and imagining how they would view America. Things that I always assumed were normal suddenly strike me curiously.

For example:

-the abundance of wonderful green lawns. I did not see any lawns in China and I sometimes wonder if the thought of a sprinkler system would be offensive or miraculous to the water depleted northern areas.
-the abundance of cars and the absence of motorcycles and bicycles. I think the driving lifestyle in America as well as the relative order of the traffic would be very interesting to my Chinese friends.
-the absence of people outside.
-the fact that everyone is speaking English. I have been so happy to be able to make small talk with strangers! I've always enjoyed talking to people at the grocery store or talking to little kids, but I couldn't do this in China.
-the material I can access on the internet
-the things I can say

Often when I told Chinese students that I was from America they would say something like this, "Oh! America is a very developed country!" This struck me strangely as the first comment to make about a country, but in fact, after being back, that might be one of the first comments I would make too.

G.K. Chesteron said, "The whole object of travel is not to set foot on foreign land; it is at last to set foot on one's own country as a foreign land."

I like this quote because I think it has helped me to understand what has been happening to me this year. I leared a lot about China, but I also see my own country differently. I think one of the main changes that has happened in my life this year is that I see my role here differently. I have been welcomed into the land of China and I want to be a person who welcomes newcomers into the land of America. Its hard to be away from your own culture and America has so many people coming from different places that its easy to build friendships with people from all over the world. This is an amazing opportunity and it is at our front door if we open our eyes.

How I have changed in other ways:
-I say random things in Chinese instead of Spanish or English. I will say "due" instead of "si" or "yes". I will say "shi shi ni" instead of "gracias" or "thankyou".
-The way I speak has changed. I have stopped using reductions and slang. (I do not understand, instead of I don't understand). I speak slower. I use smaller words. Being an English teacher has decreased my vocabulary.
-I am more grateful.
-I am relatively obsessed with Asia! The continent has come alive to me and it is a real place with a fascinating history and a fascinating future even though it is far away.
-I am not afriad to move to a different country.
-I will never look at a "made in China" label the same again. Many of my friends worked in factories before they came to college.

I am really glad to be home and while I don't know exactly how this year in China will play into my future I am so thankful to have had the opportunity to go.

I look forward to catching up with you all! Please don't hesitate to call or write!

May 28, 2007

More Pictures!

I have created a flickr site! Check it out! You can download photos too!

www.flickr.com/photos/missmikayla

May 25, 2007

A day in the life

Today I woke up and got ready for my 8:00 freshman oral English class. I had a pretty good nights sleep, except for some mosquitoes. My roomate and I have been struggling with keeping them out of our apartment, and have been experiementing with various combinations of sprays, coils and sleeping completely under the covers.

I walked over to class with Alli across the basketball courts to the English building. Its hot and humid in Nanchang, even in the morning! My class is on the 4th floor of the building. I greeted the class as I walked in and explained to them that our final exam would actually be this next week instead of in 2 weeks like I had told them the last time we had class. I had just received word that our classes would be pushed up a week. I'm still not sure why, but at the beginning of the year we were told to be flexible. The kids didn't bat and eye at the news. They are used to things changing around them. China is changing so rapidly as a nation, and I think that sometimes China has succeeded for so long because their people are so flexible. Nanchang itself is changing quickly too.

Class went well and we practiced our speeches and reviewed for the final written exam. I noticed a student reading the school newspaper and she pointed out that Blue Sky had just recieved the rating as the number one private school in China. Sweet! I teach here! I wondered what kind of schedule changes were going down at number 49!

I taught two, two hour classes and then headed back to my apartment to take a rest, or as we say in America, "siesta". I got a chance to talk on the phone with my boyfriend for awhile and then with my mom and dad after that... It was great. I can't believe I'm coming home in about a month! I like it here, but I definitely miss home.

I had some penne pasta for lunch that I bought at the German import store called Metro. We can find some more familiar food there, and while it is more expensive than Chinese food, it is not too bad. My favorite things to buy there include whole wheat ceral and pasta sauce. You know, the necessities.

Friday is a day for Chinese lessons, which are usually held at the Old Campus office. However, the OC office was shut down because the whole building was being sealed for use the next day. The college entrance exam is going to be administered in the building and it is being cleaned and guarded so there is no cheating, etc. Emily is visiting her cousin, so it was just Alli and I for the Chinese lessons with Billy. Mr Li picked us up in the school van and took us to the New Campus office (about 10-15 minutes away). We met Billy (Billy is our FAO, or Foreign Affairs Officer) and began practicing the vocabulary for asking about the time and scheduling appointments. Billy always like to joke around, so we had some good laughs. He taught us how to say, "You look very ugly", and he also told us some stories of humorous English mistakes he has witnessed- like a sign that said, "THe toilet will provide you with free kidnappings" or ," Lushan Mountain attacks more than a million tourists each year."

After our lessons Alli and I stayed at the New Campus office and waited for the van to take us back to the Old Campus. Rachel introduced us to a group of about 8 students who had come to visit her and ask questions in the office. They were trying to reschedule their final exam because they were leaving the school to go do some recruiting of other students. I heard Rachel say, "You can take the exam if you get back before June 13th." The girls came over and started talking to Dan, because he could speak Chinese. This makes him really cool, all of the time. I feel jealous and wish that I knew more than I did. Dan went to intensive language school for 2 years though, and I'm not sure that is for me, just yet anyways. Alli and I began to "adjust" things on Steven and Emily's desks, (which we were sitting at for our lessons). The Japanese teacher Takao San was giving finals for his Japanese class, so there were people speaking Japanese and Chinese at the same time. I smiled.

We took the van back to the Old Campus and made some jokes about being ugly and about smelly feet in Chinese. Then we had dinner at the local team favorite, "Babylon." One of the joys of being in China is coming up with alternative names for restaurants. Dan, Rachel, Alli and I chose to have eggplant with meat, potato slivers, tofu wraps with meat and onions and a green pepper and egg dish. Yum! I really like Chinese food. I never liked eggplant or most of the food I eat here before, but I think its scrumptious now. Just not for every meal though. Dinner cost 8 yuan a person, which is equal to $1.

On the way back a group of kids yelled hello at us as we walked through the alley. Dan and Alli decided to get haircuts and Rachel and I came back. I grabbed a cup of tapioca mlik tea from my favorite stand first. It costs 1.5 yuan, or about 20 cents. I got my standard, original flavor, and the girls who worked there smiled at me. There she is, the foreigner, getting her milk tea again... didn't she get one yesterday? Yes, she did.

I came back to the apartment and received a text message from my student Robin. She had told me earlier that day that she wanted me to visit her dorm room and that she had a present for me. She came and met me at my apartment and walked me over to her dormitory. There are 8 girls in one dorm room. They had red Chinese lanterns and paper cranes hanging from the ceiling. Each girl had her own mosquito net and had posters decorating the area near their bed. I noticed a HUGE Allan Iverson poster and asked Robin whose it was. She smiled and said, "It's mine!" I just had to laugh.

She gave me a traditional red paper cutting that her mother had made. It was an intricate design with the character for "double happiness" and birds. Double happiness is a character which is often used at weddings and festivals. Robin also gave me some hand embroidered foot pads that she had made herself. They were really beautiful. She gave me some more milk tea. My classes know that I like it! This flavor was taro root, and it is a purple color. Yum! She had also bought me some food from her hometown province, but I had just eaten dinner so she said I could take it home with me instead of eating it right then.

Robin asked for a picture of me, and I had brought one in my purse. Students always ask for pictures and I had brought some small ones with me, as well as U.S. coins and stamps to use as gifts. We exchanged addresses and she wrote out her home address in character for me. She asked what I would do when I came back to America. She wondered if I would come back to the same school, or even China. I asked her about her family. She is the daugher of farmers who grow wheat and beans. She said that her parents work very hard and always tell her to work hard so she doesn't have to be a farmer. She explained to me that in China farmers work very hard because they do not have machines to do the work for them. She has a sister who is 28 who will have a baby soon. Her hometown is from further north, so she was struggling with the heat of Nanchang.

Her roomates smiled at me and we exchanged a few words. I stayed for 2 hours and then came back to my apartment. After an hour or so Rachel called and said that the computer monitor of their computer broke and so she needed to get the one from my apartment. My internet in my apartment doesn't work, and I always use the one upstairs anyways. Rachel's laptop broke earlier this year, and so this is probably the second set of data she has lost.

Its quiet in my apartment because Emily is gone. I am having friends over tomorrow morning early, so I should go to bed soon. I just hope there are no more mosquitos.